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Name: I`LL beeh Y00R
Location: California, United States
Gender: Female


Interests: Shoppin, hangin out with my friends, being on the computer, damn just the same ole shit most people like to do..
Expertise: sleepin-being at home and watchin TV.. HAHA im to lazy to type..
Industry: Entertainment


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Member Since: 6/25/2004

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Sunday, August 15, 2004

Always and forever

 

Always and forever
Each moment with you
Is just like a dream to me
That somehow came true, yeah

And I know tomorrow
Will still be the same
Cuz we got a life of love
That won't ever change and

Everyday love me your own special way
Melt all my heart away with a smile
Take time to tell me you really care
And we'll share tomorrow together
Ooh baby, I'll always love you forever

Ever, ever, ever
There'll always be sunshine
When I look at you
It's something I can't explain
Just the things that you do
If you get lonely
Call me and take
A second to give to me
That magic you make and

 

Well i just wanted to do  a update my lay out is soo plain compared to my old way...well im gettin better now.. no more heart broken thnx to my babe.. i luv u so much. always and forever babe..our song.. :) Damn i hella miss u... =\ been to long..like what a day or so.. haha :( still im going to cry. Life has been gettin up there for me.. moving on in life and leavin all the drama behind me..with my lil man...:):) damn... u make me so happy babe..well enough about that haha.. im talkin to my sis joy right now.. she is also the only person who can make me feel hellla happy thnx joy for being there fo me I LOVE U!!! :) well ya.. i`ll update again soon k? i luv u my peoples!!


Sunday, August 08, 2004

    Until I die....I`ll always be here for u...


                          [LiL`Ma/N\LiL`Man]
 
 
[LiL`Man]Until I die, until I’m gone, until I can’t see light no more.
[LiL`Ma] I’ll be your queen, your everything, cuz you’ve been so good to me
[LiL`Man]Until I die, until I’m gone, until my last words have been told
C’mon
[LiL`Ma] Until I die, until I pass, cuz our love was meant to last

[LiL` Man]
Yeah yeah check it
I remember when I met you couldn’t get you off my mind even when I close my eyes
All I could think was you gotta be mine
There’s no replacement for your smiling pretty eyes
The way you never cursed at me, even when I made you cry
We’ve come a long way, since that very first day
Skipping class to be together in the hallway
You made me feel like I’ve got reason to live
My pride, possession, my medallion, my best friend
Through the drama, pain, funerals and family fights
Not for one second, did you ever leave my side
That’s why I love you girl, Te quiero de verdad
And if I lose you girl, asta la muerte voy a llorrar

[LiL`Man]Until I die, until I’m gone, until I can’t see light no more
[LiL`Ma I’ll be your queen, your everything, cuz you’ve been so good to me
[LiL`Man]Until I die, until I’m gone, until my last words have been told
[LiL`Ma] Until I die, until I pass, cuz our love was meant to last

[LiL`Man]
Before my eyes close and my soul goes home
These were words that I never told you
You were everything to me, my last hope, my last dream
And on my last breath, I will tell you this
You are my sunrise and my sunset, my best friend
Who I would share my last dollar with, you were the last of my faith
In these last days and please let it be you to kiss away these
Last tears too, fall from my face until my last hour, I’m yours
My last hug my last kiss the last smile on my lips
But my last regret was this that I never even got a chance to
Tell you this tell you this


[LiL`Man]Until I die, until I’m gone, until I can’t see light no more
[LiL`Ma] I’ll be your queen, your every thing, cuz you’ve been so good to me
[LiL`Man]Until I die, until I’m gone, until my last words have been told
[LiL`Ma] Until I die, until I pass, cuz our love was meant to last

[LiL`Man]
In the blink of an eye, I’m a meet my demise
And live only as a memory deep in the mind
But until that day comes when I breathe no more
Just know who I lived life for
I used to walk in the darkness with no real purpose in life
Never blinded just never really cared about life
I used to say once you’re born you’re just waiting to die
And every day in between is just a waste of some time
But in time I was convinced that I was far from the truth
Believe it or not I found truth the night I met you
So just know that if there’s life after death I’m a wait for you there
To love you forever for real


[LiL`Man]Until I die, until I’m gone, until I can’t see light no more
[LiL`Ma]I’ll be your queen, your everything, cuz you’ve been so good to me
[LiL`Man]Until I die, until I’m gone, until my last words have been told
[LiL`Ma] Until I die, until I pass, cuz our love was meant to last


Friday, July 23, 2004

This is the song that is kinda what i need right now my feelings.. i dont kno.. it really doesnt go with my heartbroken stuff but dont get any ideas that im not or whatever...still heart broken and still gonna be heart broken for awhile hopefully not for long.. oh well anywho heres the song

 

Beyonce Knowles-That's How You Like It

That's How You Like It, huh
That's How You Like It, huh
That's How You Like It, huh
That's How I Like It, baby

I need a thug that'll have my back
Do-rag, Nike Airs to match
Ain't nothin' wrong with that
That's how I like it, baby
Where my thugs at?
White T-Shirt, I love that
Timberland boots, you does that, it's a fact
That's how I like it, baby

I like the way you walk
The way you talk
The way you dress
The way you smile
I like the way you are
The way you ain't
I like your honesty, integrity,
It levels me, so please don't ever change

That's How You Like It, huh
That's How You Like It, huh
That's How You Like It, huh
That's How I Like It, baby

I like the way you brush your hair
I like the stylish clothes you wear
It's just the real things you do
That's why I wanna stick with you
Where my girls at?
Let them know we love that
Sexy way they does that (you did that)
That's how I like it, baby

I hope you like my style
The way I dress
The way I flirt
Say yes
I hope you like my mind
The things I say
If I'm with you, then I'm with only you
My loyalty will never, ever change

That's How You Like It, huh
That's How You Like It, huh
That's How You Like It, huh
That's How I Like It, baby

I know you've heard I'm a gangsta
They say ?Stay away from them gangstaz?
They never change up, or pull they pants up,
Well, baby girl, put ya foot down
Don't let?em push you around, you know what you like
Baby thug, you know wrong from right
You done felt grown before
This can't be what it feel like
And they don't really know whatcha feel like, for instance
They don't know the difference between real life
And the music videos & the raggedy magazines
They have it badder than he seems
All they see is my baggy jeans, my attitude
I ain't mad at you, it's just my Clyde
Way I wear my hat to the side
Way I lean real low when I ride
That's why my minds, they like my walk
My accent from New York
My way of thinking is slightly off
They like the way he floss
Leave the block on a bike, he come back on a Porsche
But of course
Most of all, they like my honesty, integrity, my loyalty
Young Hovah & the Letter B
How you like that, huh?

That's How You Like It, huh
That's How You Like It, huh
That's How You Like It, huh
That's How I Like It, baby


Tuesday, July 20, 2004

Aww.. It doesnt get ANY cuter than THAT!... My b-day is coming up.. and THIS is what i want.. =] hes soo cute!!! just look at him!!!! hehe =] LaRrRRyyYyY =D well.. ya sorry that pic just got me hooked on it.. hahehe so cute tho.. but ya.. just thot i`d post it.. =]


Monday, July 19, 2004

Well.. My xanga.. Practicly.. Says it all,,,

"Heart Broken"

Thanx to one person.. But not mentioning no names.. But you all probally already know who im talking about...Trying to like NOT forget but to like Move on.. Not like that.. but like Start over maybe.. But it hasnt  been working out. Its so hard to get out of being in love for about almost 2 years... [ Not puttin last name dunt want friends to stalk him hehe ] Well.. Joe T. You will always be my One True Love..We will be together again in the future if it was really ment to be.

As of right now...Im rollin Single and ready to mingle  ahaha but ya.. Life has been gettin a lil better.. Jordan be puttin a smile on my face when im down and sad. thanx i appreciate that.. i love u.=]And Joe has been changin lil by lil.. gettin there..Ok well.. time for my picture of the day,, hahah =P since when do i have a pic of the day? =P But anywho here it Goes

This Guy  just catchs my Eye.. Sanova..Hes doing something he loves with his life.. hes being someone.. not like people out just smoking and drinking and clubbin all the time im  shure he does it sometimes but still thats diff .. he is doing something with himself.. becoming someone... Im proud of ya Sanova =D



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